Yes, I do have a calculative mind that causes selfishness and
greed in oneself. I calculate to achieve the best in everything but
actually I’ve caused loss and anger to others. I thought I’m getting the
best for my family or myself at the expense of others but I may be actually
inviting disharmony to my family or myself.
Harmony
is a key word that I’ve picked up from these sessions. If my actions are
calculative, I should bring it back to this moment and not to continue
it. I must think of if my actions are bringing harmony to all. I
will keep this thought with me in most of my actions and hopefully I can break
this calculative habit of mine.
【 Cultivate
"how can i help you?" is a way of offering to cut off selfishness. 】
