I would like to share my experience. Many people don’t know the
effect of having anger at someone or something. I was in that situation before
which totally lost control of my emotion. The anger causes me fall into a state
(in split second thought) whereby holding my grudge on something unconsciously,
also I can feel that myself become stubborn, ears deafening and make wrong decision.
When this situation happens, I can see 2 options in my mind
a) Let go or
b) hold on it
I have experienced both options before. The result is the same
“revert back to As it is”. (Sky Blue, Tree Green. Hungry Eat, Thirsty drink,
Tired sleep.)
I don’t know why such anger suddenly appears out of the thin air
but at least I can see myself nature during that time as what it was. I
realized that all situation and condition are the same it just disguise in a
different kind of forms. Daily bowing and chanting it just a tool to help us to
concentrate to our center point. Same goes to helping people or do charity work
is just a form of tool to achieve that goal(觉悟) to see thing clearly.
=完=
阿弥陀佛!!
【It is
normal to have sudden anger. You already awared, corrected your action, then
the situation became harmony. Congratulation! You did it again! 】