After watching the video09, I would like to share my experience in
this chapter. Basically, there is nothing that I do really care about but since
I have a family thing are different now and I need to take care of it. Sometime
I will feel tired on both physically and mentally due to daily routine work. By
the time children or family environment seem tense, it would scatter my emotion
from tired to angry. When this condition and situation happened I will
accumulate bad karma unconsciously due to the habit of anger.
After the incident has passed I will do bowing in front of Buddha
image to confess my wrong and vow to correct it. Most of the time the
environment and situation still the same but my emotions are not wavy so much
but still, there is calculating mind occur to seek for balancing and fairness
on the responsibility at home. Which this is not right because the duality mind
has appeared and I keep continue to do bows.
After certain periods, this comparing/duality mind has gone weaker
and weaker after several months has passed. I realized maybe because of every
day bowing and with the courage of admitting our own mistake and vow to correct
the wrong of ourselves could change our ourselves to be better.
＝完＝
阿弥陀佛！！
【Now, you
can see your emotion attachment is fading with great faith, courage and
repentance. Great job!!!】
